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My Feet Were Almost Moved
Psalm 72 (73 modern) · Douay-Rheims
Read on Day 4 of the plan.
Asaph is not having a crisis of philosophy. He is having a crisis of accounting.
He kept the rules and the books do not balance. "Then have I in vain justified my heart, and washed my hands among the innocent. And I have been scourged all the day; and my chastisement hath been in the mornings" (Psalm 72:13-14 — Psalm 73 in modern numbering). Meanwhile the men who never pray are fine. Better than fine: "They are not in the labour of men: neither shall they be scourged like other men" (72:5). They get old comfortably. And they talk about God the way you talk about a rumor: "How doth God know? and is there knowledge in the most High?" (72:11).
He says it out loud, which is the honest part. "But my feet were almost moved; my steps had well nigh slipped" (72:2).
Now watch what he does not do. He does not solve it. He tries: "I studied that I might know this thing" — and it stays what it was, "a labour in my sight." The sentence only breaks here: "Until I go into the sanctuary of God, and understand concerning their last ends" (72:16-17).
He did not think his way out. He walked in.
And the strangest line in the psalm comes after: "I am become as a beast before thee: and I am always with thee" (72:23). He never gets his intelligence back. He gets a hand: "Thou hast held me by my right hand" (72:24).
If the arithmetic is not working this morning, stop doing arithmetic. Go where He is.
Lord, my books do not balance. Hold my right hand until they do. Amen.
If someone asks you
The 'resolution' is deferred revenge dressed as piety.
Strip the poetry out. Asaph's complaint is empirical and it is correct: the wicked prosper, the righteous suffer, and there is no observable correlation between virtue and outcome. Then his "answer" adds no evidence whatsoever. He goes into a building, has an experience, and comes out asserting that the men who are visibly thriving are secretly on slippery ground and will be destroyed. This is textbook *ressentiment* — Nietzsche's diagnosis, precisely: the powerless invent a future tribunal in which their impotence is recoded as merit and their enemies finally receive what the weak could never deliver themselves. It is unfalsifiable by construction, because the payout is scheduled after death, where nobody audits. And it is morally worse than plain atheism, because it trains men to absorb injustice now in exchange for an accounting that has never once been shown to occur.
Grant the strongest part immediately: Asaph produces no new evidence. The psalm says so itself — he names his own reasoning as a failure, "it is a labour in my sight" (v. 16). If the psalm were advancing a proof, the objection would land clean. It is not advancing a proof. It is a claim about what changes when a finite man stops trying to audit an unfinished ledger from the middle of it.
Three responses.
First, the ressentiment charge requires that Asaph want the wicked destroyed. Read verses 21-22. He turns and indicts his own bitterness as sin — his heart inflamed, himself brought to nothing, a beast. Now, a serious Nietzschean has the answer ready, and you should let him give it, because it is the good one: that is the whole thesis, he says — slave morality's masterstroke is that it turns the resentment inward and renames it conscience, so self-indictment is not a refutation of ressentiment but its most refined product. Fair. Then follow it where it goes. If conscience is only resentment refined, the refinement is still aimed at somebody and the ledger is still open. Here it closes. By verse 25 the wicked are not the subject any more, and nothing has replaced them but God. Ressentiment requires a scoreboard. Asaph walks away from the scoreboard.
Second, and to the same point: the terminus of the psalm is not their punishment. It is God — "For what have I in heaven? and besides thee what do I desire upon earth?" (v. 25). Augustine reads that line as the whole point: "For what have I in Heaven, and from Thee what have I willed upon earth?" (Enarr. in Ps. LXXII, §23). A revenge fantasy does not end by losing interest in the enemy.
Third, on unfalsifiability. The psalm does not schedule its entire payout after death and leave nothing to check. Its verdict is verse 28 — it is good for me to adhere to my God — which is a claim about what a man becomes while he adheres, and that is testable this afternoon by anyone willing to try it. Ask which of the two men in this psalm you would rather be standing beside at the hour of your death, and you have already run the experiment. And the larger religion is not unauditable either: St. Paul stakes the whole of it on one dated public event and says outright that the faith is empty if it did not happen (1 Corinthians 15:14, 17).
Say it out loud: "I'm not telling you they'll get theirs. I'm telling you I stopped wanting to be them."
Reading heaven into verse 24 is a Christian retrofit.
Christians take "afterward thou wilt take me to glory" and hear the beatific vision. The Hebrew supports nothing of the kind. Israelite religion in the monarchic period had Sheol — a dim, undifferentiated pit where the shades go, with no developed doctrine of blessed afterlife; Job and Ecclesiastes say so bluntly and repeatedly. *Kavod* means honour or weight; *lakach* means take. The natural reading is rescue and vindication *in this life*, which matches verse 18 exactly, where the wicked are cast down here, not hereafter. So Christians read the ending they need into a compressed and ambiguous colon, then cite it as evidence that the Old Testament always taught heaven. That is not exegesis. That is back-formation.
Concede the historical point cleanly, because most of it is right, and then show why it does not do the work.
It is true that revelation about the last things is progressive, and that the developed Israelite hope emerges late — 2 Machabees 7 and 12:43-46, Daniel 12:2, Wisdom 3:1-9. The Catholic position has never been that Asaph held a worked-out eschatology. The Catholic position is that the Holy Ghost is the principal author of the text and can intend more than the human author consciously grasped, which is the sensus plenior, formalised by Dei Verbum 12's rule that Scripture be read in the same Spirit in which it was written. That is not special pleading invented for this verse; it is the operating assumption of the entire New Testament's use of the Old.
Second, the vocabulary is not neutral. Lakach is the verb of Enoch's removal in Genesis 5:24 and of the ransom from Sheol in Psalm 48:16 (49:15 modern). Whatever Asaph consciously intended, he reached for the language of a man taken out of the ordinary end — and he set that phrase deliberately opposite the wicked's "last ends" in verse 17. The contrast is structural, not accidental.
Third, read verse 26 and see whether it fits the objector's frame: "For thee my flesh and my heart hath fainted away: thou art the God of my heart, and the God that is my portion for ever." A man who believed death closed the account does not name God as his portion on the far side of his own failing flesh.
Say it out loud: "I don't need Asaph to have seen the whole thing. I need him to have seen far enough to keep walking."
I did not think my way out. I walked in.
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